Christmas Eve.

Its finally christmas eve!! :D
Im at my uncles house spending time with my family, i love it. I just wish i could see my boyfriend, it sucks :@. Its really nice to finally see my brother. Its amazing how much were alike, its actually pretty scary. I wish i could see him more often though, but then again hes happy up here. I hate how my sister is now, shes out of control with her alcoholism that it worries me. I hate seeing her the way she is, especially when she hits me when i try helping her. whatever, theres not much i can do about it.

Lastnight i almost died. Alli and i were driving with bobby and chase because they had to drop something off at a cabin up in the mountains, and bobby totaly went off the road and hit a tree :@ we had to have some kid pick us up and take us back into town because the tired popped. When we got back into town our friend caleb came and got us and we drove around for a little, then went home and slepped.


Tomorrow should be a good day. I love christmas :D im hopeing that i get my disneyland pass form santa ;D bahahaha! im excited to get back into california. Iv been counting down the days ever since i got here.
almost 5 more days till i see him.<333333333333333