Money Doesn't Buy Happiness.

So in drug class today we watched a movie about assertive communication. It's amazing how tones, posture, and the choice of words can make the biggest difference when you communicate with people. I'm usually a passive or a passive-aggresive speaking person but I'm gonna try and focus on talking assertivly.
There's this fat kid named tyler in the class and he pisses me the fuck off. First of all he was being a smart ass saying that he's gonna talk how ever he wants because he doesn't care what people think. To a certain extent thats cool but when your dealing with real life situations and other peoples emotions and feelings that's not a very good way on looking at things. He also used Donalt Trump as an example for someone who's a jerk and has alot of money. He said that if he could end up like that, his life would be perfect and that really irritated me. I personally would way rather have decent friends and have people respect me then have alot of money and if your a jerk and don't care about anything but yourself, yeah you may be rich but you won't have the satisfactory feeling of being respected and having people to be there for you. The main thing he said that frusterated me was that he was raised by doughe bags so he's gonna be that way too and that he feels he doesn't have to be respectful because he gets everything handed to him. I work for the things I get which is probably why that frusterated me. I guess I just feeling thankful for the way my parents raised me because if I got everything handed to me, I deffinatly wouldn't be as independent and satisfied with myself as I am now. Oh and I almost forgot something else, he stated that prostatutes have self respect. I don't care what reasons someone has to be a prostatute, but anybody who sells themselves to random men on corners does NOT have self respect.
Well I'm done rambolling on about someone so arrogant and immature, I just had to get that off my chest.


Vince and I had our four month yesterday and it was enjoyable. Were one third away from our one year. :D bahahaha! <3

Mmmm so since I'm moving, I had to start cleaning all the chalk off my walks and packing up some of my stuff. It actually wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. I found old drawings and letters and stuff from old friends and it kind of bummed me out. Like for instance, I found a letter bre had wrote me and it said that we were gonna grow old together as bestfriends and if I died apart of her would die and just stuff like that. I had to take down on the stuff people had made me off my wall and I threw most of it away because the people who were a big part of my life before, arn't now and it's sad, it really is, but the past is the past and I'm deffinatly not the same person as I used to be so why would I hold on to stuff that is totally irrelevant to me now? Plus, My life at the moment is perfect and I'm really satisfied with it. I have the BEST boyfriend on this planet and a few amazing friends that I know I can count on for anything. Not to mention a family who I know cares about me alot and supports me with everything.


I decided that I'm gonna do my community service at Habitat for Humanity. It's a really good organization and I think it would be cool to be apart of it. I'm gonna start focusing on my life and put more time into doing things to be a better person in the long run.