I mean i guess.

today was ksdfsdlhflasfhahfl.
I woke up and did all my chores then went to drug class. I know i say i hate my drug class, which i do, but everyweek i end up not having to bad of a time. I guess im jsut over the fact that we talk about the same shit every week. The people are chill and the more i go the sooner i get off probation, so no more missing a week.
Bre was suppost to come over, but once again she didnt. I really miss how we used to be but im starting to loose hope in the fact that things will ever be the same. I try and hangout with her when i can and include her in my life, but it feels like she really doesnt care anymore. :@

Vince and i had a talk lastnight and with everything going on in my life i really just need him to be there for me and tell me that everythings going to be okay, but how is that suppost to happen if hes just as scared as i am? I dont even think he knows the full extent of whats going on in my life. I know he has doubts in us because he thinks im gonna hurt him, but i honestly would never do that to him, hes the love of my life and he doesnt quite understand what that means.

"Baby everything is going to be okay, i promise :D its just going to take some getting use to."



Im home alone today, i dont mind it though its pretty relaxing.
Tomorrow, after i wash my dads truck, im gonna go hangout with vince. what a suprise right? :p