Tough.

I really dont understand how someone can "care too much" but yet make you feel like crap. It just doesnt make sense to me. I try and do everything i can to make him happy, but sometimes i feel like its not good enough. He doesnt believe that im in love with him, but why would i say it if i didnt mean it and why would i still be with him and put up with our arguments if i didnt? gahh sdlfkhsadlkfhdslf :@
I just want him to be able to talk to me more and trust me. Im in my longest relationship since my freshman/sophomore year, and im gonna do whatever it takes to make things work.
There are going to be many changes in my life within the next few months and i need him there for me, not only as my boyfriend, but as my bestfriend. I really dont think he understands how much he means to me and how he makes me feel. Trust me, if i was gonna give up, i would have done it already.




"Give me more loving than I’ve ever had.
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad.
Tell me I’m special, even though I know I’m not.
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
Barely getting mad,
I’m so glad I found you, I love being around you.
You make it easy.
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing to do.
Three words for you, I love you.
There’s only one way to say those three words,
That’s what I’ll do.
I love you.
Give me more loving from the very start.
Piece me back together when I fall apart.
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
You’re the best that I’ve had."