Just when I though..

everything was panning out and getting perfect, It gets ruined.

Vincent and his dad got in a fight because his dad thinks he's not getting school work done, even though he is. So now him and I can only see eachother on weekends. ):
Today is the first day since June that I'm not with him and it's honestly really hard.
It wouldn't be sooo terribly bad if I felt like I'm actually home here, but I don't. I hate it here and until June when we move out, this is where I'll be. Vincent's dad said that I'm apart of the family and if anything happened at home he would bend over backwards for me, which makes me feel a little better, but he doesn't know that there are problems here at home. It's just a shitty situation, but Vincent bought be a video cam so we can talk to eachother.(: and so I can still see Gracie and stuff.

I just need a fucking job to get money and keep myself occupied.

On a better note;
my birthday is in 10 days
and mine and Vincent's 11 month is in 3. <3(: