D'Addario

Last night didn't go as planned.
Ryan didn't come over, and we didn't go see "9". ):
I guess Ryan doesn't want to be a "3rd wheel" which wouldn't happen at all.
Jeff and Kyle are with us all the time and they don't feel like that. Not to mention I live with Vince so I'm always with him.

Jeff came over this morning and we all skated to the music store so him and Vincent could buy guitar strings and what not.
I was hoping that Vincent's gift from my mom would show up, but it didn't. It should be here tomorrow though.
Later Vincent, Jeff, and I are for sure going to see "9", which works out better because we were the 3 that wanted to see it so bad.


My dad called me the other day for the first time in like a month.
He said he missed me and stuff, but yet he calls once?? You think he would actually try and talk to me more. I've been talking to my momma and my sister lately though, which is really nice. I miss them and my brother so much. I'm hoping that Vince and I will be able to go up there soon, or them come down here.

I hate the way I think sometimes.
I either over analyze things and make situations seem so much worse, or I think to seriously and worry about things too much. I'm going to try and work on it though.

I'm almost 18 and I have my whole life ahead of me.
If it wasn't for Vincent, I would completely loose it.